tuesday. ytd din update cause i rushing homework until 11 plus .
what the heck !
early in the morning tio kb by mrswee ! what the hell ?
talk abit louder then ask me dun shout =.=
differentiate the meaning of shout and talk please .
then msyap called me out for interaction or whatsoever.
so lame la ! =.= ask all about me .
then say about the running thing again .
okay , i admit. its part of my fault. but what will ue do if someone told ur teacher ue scolded vulgarities on him/her * pointing finger at ue* ? then ur teacher was like looking angrily at ue...
of cause ue would defend for urself right ? if not will kana scolded for freaking nothing !
im defending for myself, am i wrong to do that ?

one more thing .
i really really din go tell on ue. when mrswee came, i ran into the classroom already okay ! she was the one who saw ue run here and there herself . none of us went to complain ! get it ?
but if ue want to think that i was the one who go tell on ue , then go ahead. i don't mind anyway.
after communicating with msyap, its like i feel so hell stress la. what she said was her expectation of me for f&n is about c6 . so why not i consider dropping the subject. then i was like ...
why not ue tell me to drop, instead of advise me? last part of the interaction was all about dropping dropping dropping ! and im those kind of people who will cry easily under stress !
when ue see something wrong with me, please dun ask me what happened. cause i will burst out immediately which is what i do not want. its very embarassing to cry infront of so many people !
one thing to clear up with ue guys :
the reason msyap asked me to drop f&n isn't because of the playing a fool . so ya . not that reason. its just that i can't be bother to explain anything as that time i was not really in a good mood. so din explain anything.
after that was like , no mood to do anything. din listen to physics lesson.... thanks to those who made me laugh ! ;D
lastly, sorry to rayner and szeyah . for shouting at ue two to shut up when ue two are 'argue-ing' about the snatching of bag thingy. really sorry.

after sch went to sakae. so full la ! ;D went with daphne, emily, shuwei, szeyah, xuanle, xinyi and wendy. met minhui after sakae. then walk-ed home with daphne, shuwei and xinyi.
reached home. everything went back to normal. the quiet me. those lines kept appearing ( maybe ue should consider dropping the subject ) . GET LOST LA !
i know im weak ! but i just can't control my tears !

you must be strong from now on.
cannot cry if you are in stress. cannot ! must control .
be strong ! be strong so that you can concentrate.
you know that once you cried, you will not be able to concentrate on anything .
concentrate on lessons is the most important thing now.
the decision depends on the mid yr exam now.
if you did not do it, you will have to give up.
is this what you want ?

JIAYOUS rachel !

PS : im not blaming on anyone.