O.O
internet for my laptop is still down. and not yet repaired.
cause no one knows whats the problem with it .
used bro com to serve the net.
blog-hop again . LOLS

i know you girls dont blame me.
i know.
but i have to be honest.
although you all dont blame me,
but i felt that as a birthday girl for that day,
and if not for my birthday,
you all wont plan for the surprise.
the feeling of guilty-ness just cannot be controlled yea ?
hahahas. okay. try not to be guilty.
as for that day.......
i have to really admit that,
yes, i felt quite angry about it at first,
cause i always hated backstabber ,
so ya. i hated them because they are just so freaking hypocrite.
they can show care and concern in front of you,
but behind you, they talk bad about you to their friends,
or even to your friends.
thats the 'job' of being a backstabber, isnt it ?
p.s: i am NOT referring to anyone.
so i did felt angry.
and abit 'xia dao' .
after that, they all came out to do the 'powder fight' thingy .
then its like. 'OMG'
i know its all planned to be like this.
but i cant help giving that reaction.
(talking nonsense about friendship)
hope you all understand.
after that, i felt quite surprised and touched.
cause i never know they will plan something like that.
so, ya. was taken back about it.
then calmed down. felt that actually i am quite blissed to have such friends.
they racked into their brains and think of the plan for a week, i think ?
i really want to thank them.
and i really know all of you are just going according to the plan.
so no more resentment or anything like that.
just plainly BLISSED.
and i mean what i said okay.
believe it or not .
its your choice afterall .

yes. i dont know what happened.
so this post is just mainly my 'opinions' yea.

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